Was deciding whether or not to go for NDP appreciation dinner yesterday evening.
It's like 60% don't want to go, but still left that 40% want to go.
And it was like the last chance to meet up with our ndp group.
So... i was thinking that i should go.
BUT. BUT. BUT.
I didn't set my alarm clock, thinking that i would wake up around 1 or 2 in the noon (latest).
WHO KNOWS I WILL WAKE UP SO DAMN LATE.
Yeah i woke up at 4.30pm, and the dinner was at 5pm LOL.
First time waking up in evening for this year okay -__-
So....fate?
Now that i look at their fb photos, i feel damn bad for not turning up.
Especially when i told them i will be going.
Especially when Candice (our mentor) specially make all the way down to woodlands to pass me 'exam pack' to wish me all the best in exam.
Hais. I feel really guilty :(
And some of the guys even turn up! (Because we thought they won't HAHA)

Anyway, i'm glad i joined ndp.
It was fun despite my constant complaints LOL.
Get to meet alot of fun and crazy people there!
And primers (cca) people are really friendly! :D

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And on a side note, i think i should open up to people more often?
Always keep things to myself, so i think there's like no one who fully understand me. Quite pathetic lol.
I find it contradicting when...
i want people to understand me, but i don't want people to understand me.
-.-
But i find it easier to talk to my group of online friends...because they don't really know me well in real life LOL.
Even though we do meet out to go for events/shopping some times ._.
Okay never mind, shouldn't think too much, later cannot sleep again.