Was reading val's blog post and i have to agree with her.
It's hard to find a listener sometimes.
Even if they were willing to listen, how do you bring up the topic?
You can't just suddenly talk about it.
Even if u did talk about it to them, will they understand your feeling?
They will most likely just brush off with "you are thinking too much" or "just cool down a bit".
If things have been so easy, i would not have been suffering till now.
They don't face the same problem as you, they won't understand how serious it is, and they won't understand how torturing it is to you.
Even if they did understand, what can they do?

This is a war that i have to fight alone.
If i don't overcome it by myself, it will stay with me forever.
And one day, who knows what i may suddenly do.

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